So I went to my second Weight Watchers meeting yesterday. I’d been pretty damn good all week, tracked my points for 5 days, which is frankly a miracle for me, because I HAAAAATE tracking, so 5 out of 7 days was pretty good. When I weighed in at the meeting though, I’d only lost .4 of a pound. Honestly that is a bit disheartening, to have worked so hard and see almost no result. They told me I needed to work harder to eat all my points too, since I’m having trouble actually eating them all.
Its a lot more food than I’m used to, to be honest. Its all healthy, a lot more fruit and veggies, but I feel like I’m eating non-stop all day, in order to get there. I’m allowed 27 points right now, which is a freaking LOT of food if you aren’t eating junk.
Anyway, I’m feeling discouraged, so I’m posting here in hopes it’ll perk me back up. I know its only been a week back on Weight Watchers, but its been almost a month since I started watching what I eat, and I’m still not seeing much of a difference. I’m thinking I’m pretty much not going to make my goal right now. I know, its terrible to have such negative thinking, but sometimes you just can’t help it. I suppose venting about it on here is a better way to handle it than falling off the wagon, and going to buy a cake.
I really need to start running in the mornings, I think that will help a lot. I can’t seem to get that umph needed to go for a jog. I posted on craigs list a few weeks ago looking for a running buddy, but only got a response from a guy who was clearly looking for a girlfriend, and I’m sorry when I’m running, and sweaty, and red faced, and panting because I’m totally out of shape, and over all feeling pretty damn gross, I don’t really want some guy being there who only showed up because he was hoping to get some action. Sorry to sink your Cheerio there Dude.
Anyway, its one of those Downer Days at the moment. Blergh.
